don't alwayz think about just urself!

Your thoughts are all happy, sitting high in your chair,
but when it comes to others, I guess you just don’t care.
I can see an old man walking alone in the street,
with cuts on his hands, and no shoes on his feet.
you've got your family to hug and to hold,
while he has no one to love, all alone in the cold.
you're laying in bed all warm in the night,
while he's laying in a box, full of fear and fright.
one day you meet him and he asks for some change,
of course you deny, just don't feel the shame.
but one day you're sorry, so you go back to see,
but the man you ignored, can no longer be.

~CiErRa~

You cheat and lie
it's all very wrong
I can't take it anymore
I don't feel so strong
I think I'm going crazy
my brain's about to blow
everything feels all hazy
no one will ever know
I'm sick of all of this
all the yelling and fighting
I don't know what to do

I guess I'll keep writing

I wanted to be your friend so bad,
I'd do anything to make you glad!
I thought you were just so cool,
but I realize now I'm just a fool.

I was caught in your trance,
wanted the same pants.
I thought your clothes were cool,
and if I wore them I'd fit in at school.

Once I became your friend,
alot of things started to end...
My grades went down,
my smile turned into a frown.

Every time I think of you I wonder why,
I changed my life into a lie.

I put on a happy face,
so you wouldn't see a trace.

The feelings I kept inside,
made me just want to run and hide,
so you wouldn't see my cry!!

But now that I have seen the real you,
I don't want to do the things you do!
I'm done hearing all the things you have to say..
I just want to do it MY OWN WAY!

My superman came,
To sweep me away,
He took away my reason,
He flooded my thoughts every day.

His wisdom was amazing,
His thoughts were always right,
My stomach would do a flip-flop,
Every time he was in sight.

His kisses were gentle,
His squeezes were tight,
His theories were smart,
He showed me the light.

His face was so precious,
So innocent and sweet,
His emotions so bottled,
An upsetting defeat.

When he pushed away calmly,
He still talked to me,
Things began changing,
As far as I can see.

Everything I started,
He would bring to an end,
He couldn’t forgive himself,
For just making me the friend.

I felt so empty,
He was still perfect to me,
The emotions so bottled,
No pain he can see.

But only if he knew,
I was still his biggest fan,
If only he knew,
He was my superman…

Do you ever feel alone,
Like there’s nobody there?
Even though there’re people all around you,
You feel that nobody cares.
No-one wants to listen,
No-one has a clue,
They just go on with their lives, so what should you do?
Suicide ain’t the solution,
Nether are drugs,
They don’t solve anything-
The cure lies in a hug.
Don’t let dreams fly away.
Hold them in your clutch.
Remember, it’s the little things in life,
That makes life mean so much.

She wakes to the sound of a screaming child,
Her parents are arguing the house is wild.
She curls back under her cuddly, white sheets,
And here the imaginary world is complete.

She imagines fluffy, brown bunnies and treats galore,
Happy children peacefully playing and so much more.
The dream comes to an abrupt halt,
Her father starts speaking, was it her fault?

He shouts and bellows whilst looking deep into her eyes,
She solemnly looks down and silently cries.
She feels not a thing, her body is numb,
Her father had changed, what had he become?

Crouching beside the cupboard she silently prays,
That someone will come save her one of these days.
The room Is silent and she feels so alone,
But this is how it’s always been, this is home.

Should she give up and wait to be found,
But by then she could be buried deep underground.
Her heart beats faster as she reaches for the phone,
She hears the sound of the dialling tone.

Her tiny hands tremble as she makes the call,
The police could help and change it all.
A friendly voice tells her there is nothing to fear,
And that her endless world of suffering definitely ends here!

i guess ill talk to yall later if u comment me...i think imma shut down my site if i dont get ne comments this week!

omg...u can't see the last poem so if u click and scroll over it u can...sorry bout it peepz but it won't let me change my font colors...GRR

~CiErRa~

poetry only when im mad or bored

That's Life

Green grass, Blue skies
Sick people, Sad goodbyes
Dark days, Empty nights
People dying, Violent fights
Frightened kids, Scared moms
Divorced parents, Lost bonds
Starving children, bloodthirsty thugs
Innocent victims, Kids with drugs
Devil worshippers, Constant crime
Shot of a gun, nothing is fine
Confused youth, careless adults
Child abuse, countless faults
Selling drugs, peer pressure
Spreading AIDS, prostitute pleasure
Daily abduction, victims of rape
So much pain, Few ever escape
Turning to suicide, Ending a life
Psycho path killers, Blade of a knife
Agony of loss, A broken heart
Painful love, Being ripped apart
Homeless people, The joy of hurting
A love child, So many uncertain
Pregnant teens, Unstoppable STD's
Ashamed heritage, So many wannabes
Sibling hatred, Dangerous obsessions
Opinionated critics, Unwanted suggestions
Killing family, Betraying friends
As today begins, Yesterday ends
Hopeless tomorrow, Doubtful future
Destroying the mind, Sickening humor
Never-ending sickness, Too much disease
Does it ever stop? Someone tell me please
Animal torture, A newborns cry
Abandoned infants, Do we even try?
Sleeping around, Simply for lust
Deceitful lovers, Losing all trust
Breaking the law, Getting away
Courtroom injustice, It's the victims who pay
Who is wrong? Who is right?
Criminals admired? Have we lost sight
Broken families, Few who pray
The doubtful outlook, Getting by each day
Forgotten morals, Money hungry fools
Disgraceful greed, Those who use
So many questions
Yet so few answers
The wanting to know
Happens much faster
When did it happen?
How did it start?
Who is to blame..
For letting our world fall apart?

Parents

Parents
Parents are like the Twin Towers.
Standing there proud and tall.
For the whole world to see.
And to protect us from all.

They will always be there.
To stand by our side.
They will always love us.
No matter what we decide.

They are strong and weak.
They are happy and sad.
They will shed a tear.
Whenever we are bad.

Whenever we are in trouble.
They are our shining light.
Just like a bright star.
That guides us through the night.

When we are down and out.
And in need of a friend.
They will be our helping hand.
Staying with us to the end.

But when they are gone.
They can never be replaced.
But no matter how long it's been.
I will never forget their face.

drink and drive

near the door
he paused to stand
as he took his ring
off her hand
all who were watching
did not speak
as a silent tear
ran down his cheek
and in his mind
the memories ran
of the moments they walked
and ran in the sand
but now her eyes are very cold
for he would never again
have her to hold
they watched in silence
as he bent near
and whispered the words
I love you in her ear
he touched her face and began to cry
as he put his ring on
and wanted to die
just then the wind began to blow
as they lowered her casket into the snow
this is what happens
to man alive
when friends let friends
drink and drive

kk...im done

the best song

Baby Boy
This Is The Way I Live

This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.

Six months later now we re big dog status.
Name elevated but I still act average.
Rockin shows in Dallas, ball like I play for the Mavericks.
West Bank rapper and I m one of the baddest.
French Rivera spot and I m getting in shape man.
I think I m Super M-a-n without a cape man.
Ridin all day hustlin ; all for the cake man.
I m a Benjamin stack one inch taller than Great Danes.
First they made cheap Ray-Ban like a felon.
I m growin up now spittin hotter than Mohellans
I m a steal every girl ever gon to fly.
I m a young little dude, stay runnin from cops.
Emerald Row is the place where I got my props.
People love me in da hood they don t want me to stop.
So uhh, that s the only way I know how to rock.
And I m a stay rappers like won t stop til I drop.

This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.

I I s Baby Boy and I done it again.
I m ridin fly with D-Wizzle in cedes Benz
Twenty two wanna ride with the ladies then
Red Bull, Grey Goose, now the ladies bent
Now we go and do a thing under a shady tent
And they don t question what I say cause I m a ladies pimp.
See this little one right here this fellow got stripes.
And I is represent, my rail room for life.
Money in my pocket but I still act trife
While I in da club they say the parlor a int right.
Look I m-doing great that s the way I feel.
Hustlin hard all day that s the way I live.

This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.

This the two-seat rider with the ketchup inside.
Red pepper paint must believe my ish ride.
They pause like stop signs when they rollin up.
Cause when the doors open up, they open UP.
I m Lamboin it I was stashed, off stage I m throwin it.
Cause they say I m like Katrina with money, I blow the shhhh.
Real been gravy, three years out of da eighties.
Solos, shabo s valley animals played it.
Commodores mirages, not the Nike hirages.
It cost 250 on up to put your foot inside this.
Y all was wearing rocks that was my time to shine.
Don t give me viesels y all thinkin this McDonalds size.
I been fly I I I I I I I I from the crib to the ri I I I I I de
Fifty-Four inch screens 26 inches from the ceiling dude.
The plasma look like a projector up in da livin room homie!

This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.
Lil Boy still pushin big wheels
I stack my money, lay low, and chill.
Don t need to work hard that s the way I feel, I feel, I
This is the way I live.

I LUV YALL ESPECIALLY JUSTIN AND JERRICA!!!

~CiErRa~

Currently Listening Extreme Behavior By Hinder better than me see related

WOW

I cant believe it...i finally get the chance to use the puter since i was supposed 2 b grounded from it foreva...and nun of u lil crackheads comment me?!?!?!

well im single for a while...listen to this...boys r cheats and liers,they're such a big disgrace, they will tell u nething to get to 2nd base-ball baseball he thinks he's gonna score if u let him go all the way then u r a whore!!!

hehe

well i hate life but yet i'm definately not gonna go slit my wrists or kill myself bcuz i aint stupid!!

~CiErRa~